I find myself simultaneously wanting to talk about my feelings, and avoid it altogether. I'm tired. I'm heartbroken. I'm scared. I'm anxious.

I want to be better.

5th - 8th August 2018: Joshiepie & Jiam

The day we went out to play with Joshie and Jiams

FRESH SUCCULENT BREADED SCALLOPS

This big girl knocked me down to the floor to provide kisses but I regret nothing.

HAHAHAHHA twins. 

I miss these beautiful pastel skies. 

For me mami? 

Good morning? 

Brunch time! 

I left his food at home so he got treated to sou vide chicken (i.e. boiled chicken breast). 

Off to Swan Valley for cheese and wine. 

He met lots of adoring fans.

Exhausted after a long day. 

Went to watch the Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night Time at Jiam's recommendation. It was 100% worth watching, even after work and on a week night. I mean.. look... there was a live puppy.. 

"Oh you're finally home."

Heavy

The heaviest of burdens is therefore simultaneously an image of life’s most intense fulfillment. The heavier the burden, the closer our lives come to the earth, the more real and truthful they become.

― Mila Kundera

1st - 4th August 2018: Here and there

Some kids are just a joy to teach. 

Korean dinner with Kels one night! 

Mm hm.  

Chicken stew because it was sooooooo cold. 

I made this book hehe. 

"Family dinner" with the housemates before Henry left. 

<3 I have so many pics of this puppy sleeping it would be kind of creepy if he were a human. 

Unbearable

For Kundera, the weight of living is found in all types of restriction, in the dense network of public and private restrictions that ultimately envelops every life in ever-tighter bonds. His novel shows us how everything in life that we choose and value for its lightness quickly reveals its own unbearable heaviness. Perhaps.

― Italo Calvino, Six Memos for the Next Millennium

17th - 29th July 2018: Doges x Work

Sundays at Sir James Mitchell Park! 

Beautiful. 

Teddy! 

Met the cutest floofy! 

Excited to see aunty Huimin and watch the adults eat BKT hehe.

Hung out with this qt while her parents were out.

We had the best girl time!

Hungry?

Happy doge doing his zoomies.

Met Lexie for the first time! 

Soooo tired. 

Finally a day without rain with the girls. 

Her unnie is so sweet. 

I think Tofu loves apartment balcony living haha. 

Dinner one night with Qin.

A loose doggo I met one day before work, she wouldn't come any closer to me and gave me these long boofies.

Hahahhaha. 

Yes.

Morning!

<3

Such a good boy. 

Another good boy.