Double Blind

"We pass through the present with our eyes blindfolded. We are permitted merely to sense and guess at what we are actually experiencing. Only later when the cloth is untied can we glance at the past and find out what we have experienced and what meaning it has."

— Milan Kundera, Laughable Loves

27th - 31st August 2017: More Vet Visits x Clinical Prac

Woke up to the day that Sam was due to return home. 

We were sad ): 

Role reversal. 

So happy without the cone. 

<3

Give me all the leaves and branches! 

We couldn't send Sam off because the last time we left Tofu alone at home late at night he was so freaked out (due to his wounds) that he scared himself and got more hurt. 

Goodnight puppy. 

Breakfast of a child. 

"Can I help you with work mami?" 

Belly rubs!!! 

This position made him bleed blood and pus all over me.... 

Suddenly Uncle Jon's best friend whenever he's eating. 

He also bled all over my rug haha. 

Wake up mami! 

Bye mami :'( 

Matchy outfit day at clinic. 

Came home to these two QTs, jessicakes was coming over every Tuesday to supervise Tofu while I was at clinic. 

We ordered macs and watched a movie teehee. 

Sleeping spread eagle. 

Begging for treats.

When your dog wants cuddles and you don't want his blood to stain your clothes (plus it smells so bad) but you love him so you do it anyway. 

Staining my bed... Hahaha, I love you Tofu. 

Relative

“I think that if I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won’t tell them that people are starving in China or anything like that because it wouldn’t change the fact that they were upset. And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact that you have what you have.”

- Stephen Chbosky

23rd - 26th August 2017: Vet x Specialist

After weeks of worry, it was really comforting to have Sam around and be part of a team. 

Here we are waiting for an uber which wouldn't reject us. 

We had to drop Tofu off for more tests and to take our minds off things, we went to the shops for lunch. 

Had some pretty shitty "japanese" food. 

This grape drink from the korean shop was nice though hee. 

Picked him up again later in the afternoon 

All safe and sound. 

<3

My poor sweet boy ): 

He was sooooo tired. 

And understandably sick of everything. 

The lovely nurse customised his pack of gauze nawww. 

We love you so much puppy. 

<3

<3

Backyard time. 

To be honest, this period of time was rather terrifying, not knowing what would happen to him and if he would survive. 

He was lethargic from all the tests and procedures.  

Um he flipped out of the frame 

Trying to figure out how to play with his cone on. 

Beautiful evening. 

Dinner time. 

Good morning, cone free hour! 

Uncle Kaykay came to play. 

Ordered take out for lunch! We were all so stuffed. 

Happy times playing with daddy hehe. 

Blep. 

So happy :3 

HAHA TOFU'S FACE. 

Fish and Chipsssssss. 

Love my boys.