Wednesday, February 17, 2016

Anxiety

It has become a pattern for me to make sporadic updates here, mostly in the same vein - about how I'm neglecting this space etc etc. But yet I always make it a point to come back because it's still therapeutic for me to write down my thoughts as a reflection of sorts, even if they're coming out vague to a third person.

The final semester of university has been going by quickly. We're well on our way to the finale of our FYP, 1.5 more months to go and this will all be over in the larger sense (though some things will continue to run). I've been submitting my applications here and there and really have been hoping for the best. I must admit though, all these have been a large source of anxiety for me and I'm having trouble sleeping again.

I find myself often torn between wanting to savour the present and its irretrievable essence, and skipping ahead to the future where things are more settled. It's a needless dilemma of course, time will move at its own pace regardless of my whims.

Fingers crossed.

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