Thursday, June 5, 2014

Control freak at heart

I've been corresponding with the school admin & professors for the past couple of weeks asking for advice about what to do for the remainder for my 2 years at NTU WKWSCI. Things are slightly different for me as compared to the majority of the students there because I'm considered a 3rd year student due to my poly exemptions, though I've only completed 3 semesters thus far. In a nutshell, there are some complications because I have very few modules to complete in order to graduate which allows me to leave school earlier. This would make sense so that I can save time and money, however it appears that I could be unable to accelerate due to a series of factors.

New developments/information surfaced today though, so the option of graduating early is back on the table. The situation is rather different though and I suddenly had a small bout of panic - something I haven't felt for more than half a year. My heart started to race and I almost broke out in sweat despite the cool 16 degrees that I'm in. There are so many things that I want to do, need to do, and I'm constantly afraid of failing.

Writing about this is actually making me kinda panicky again so maybe I'll stop here for now.

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